so what kind of a name is Padayappa?

every year I am so tempted to change accounts. I've had so much history in this account. I mean I've never deleted anything. my whole portfolio is here. well most of it.

but I wish that when I was 15, I thought a little but more about this. lately, on other sites I've been going under the alias of OCL-R. and well, I've pretty much adopted it as my artist name mostly because people think it's an acronym. to me it sounds like a computer part. lol

point is. that I think this is the year I start over. most of the people that actually watch me have reduced to a nice humble hand-full of friends. I will link it up to this site of course. and more than likely I will move recent art to that account. but it's time I dropped this name. it just sounds so stupid! sounds like some crack-head trying to say papaya.

after a month or so I think I will delete all work from here. hopefully this will make me take my art more serious. become stronger and better. I feel like I lack the artistic formality of a refined artist. and though I'm not assuming that a change of accounts will bring me to top level, I hope that this marks a moment in my mind that I just need to keep going. and keep creating.

---update----

and thus is born. farewell padayappa. you are such a horrible name!

to those who still are interested, that will be my new home. I will add everyone go.